The New York Review of Books
The Walrus
Harpers
The Atlantic Monthly
The Times Literary Supplement
… plus stacks of Philosophy, Sociology, short stories, essay collections, collected reporting, poetry, works of religion, biographies and autobiographies…
All of these things adorn my desk, dresser, bedside table, floor, coffee table, kitchen table, radiator, and any other relatively flat surface. I’d have my cat balance them on her head if she wasn’t so grumpy about it.
And, the extreme anxiety of leaving the house without something adorned with print.
From as far back as I can remember I have been surrounded by the word. True computers were there too, but they seemed something which fascinated me in a negative way. I was always interested in the fact that people were sharing their lives through the computer.
But the computer has never been something sublime to me. It is easy. The word is difficult. I’ve been trying to find a profession which would allow me to work with books and words on a full-time basis. I thought scholarship was it, but I wasn’t ready to compromise my polymathy for a life behind a magnifying glass.
Librarians–of course they deal with books. What could be more elementary, the word “book” is contained in their name. But it only seems that my younger colleagues are trying to run away from books as fast as possible.
The perfect sentence is something which gives me the most profound joy. I sometimes think about trying to create them myself. The greatest compliment I can give to a writer–and I will give this to Pasha Malla whose The Withdrawal Method is moving me in profound ways right now–is that they make you want to be a writer.
But that is going to take another 5 years (giving myself 5 years for my 7 years of university writing. Even though it is bad I feel like I came out a better writer then my peers). What career in the meantime?
I find now, because I can say with confidence why I enjoy in writing, even to the point of finding flaws in very successful writers, that I have a desire to move into editing and publishing. I never really felt like I had to actualize my love of reading in this way before. I was merely content to read and hope that someone would pay me to do so. So perhaps a new path, after a few years of walking down the wrong ones.

